i am habing a bad life now.. problem wif him is never ending!!

i think i am gonna bored till death and gonna get razy soon.. wake up den eat!! eat den go to sleep!! can imagine i still hab 3weeks more to go.. sum time if pp are too free u will also feel frustreted!!


my wish for next week is to catch the movie Dorm wif him!! but i know tat wun be possible.. i think i should get my friend out one day to catch tat movie.. i believe tis movie will be nice cox it is from the producer of shutter..


i wanne go shopping.. but i am veri poor!! really hope to pick up a wallet wif 500bucks.. 250bucks i will return to the owner and 250bucks i will take.. although tat is not rite, at least i still return sum of the money mah.. wakakaka!! pls pls pls..

Wakaka friday marked the last day of my attachment and i am habing my holiday now.. feel like getting a job but i only can work for a month.. who will wanna employed mi!!


back to thurs i am working morning shift.. when i reached the ward i heard sumone crying.. i thought it was the patient who was crying but while we were passing report the stuff nurse told us, the patient of bed 22 hab past away.. she was the previous bed 24 who got discharge 2days ago.. she got a fall at home and her condition get worse when she reached the hospital.. later she died in the ward.. i did the last office wif one of the assistant nurse and one of my friend for her.. first time in my life i helped to clean for a died patient and the experiance was real bad.. that was veri sad!!



the reason she got admitted on tue was due to fall.. she also hab weakness of lower limb and a condition of dysuria.. every time she will request to go to the toilet but she jus cant pass any urine.. tat was quite frustrating!! so this patient got a fall was due to her condition dysruia not really so much of her weakness of limb.. although she stay wif her daughter and husband but they need to work so no one take care of her at home.. every time when she need to go to the toilet at home she hab to hold on to the funiture and walked to the toilet by herself.. unforturnatly she didnt manage to survive for the 2nd fall at home..


i am so sad.. if she didnt go on tue, she will still be alive cox whenever she want to go to the toilet we can bring her go.. but everything was too late!! who should we blame?? the doctor who discharge a patient by not introducing catheterisation.. the physio or occupational therapist who didnt do a good job.. or the family who jus leave her alone at home.. i dunno!! everything was jus too late!!

ytd was my 19yrs old birthday.. my family celebrated wif mi on 12am and sang mi a birthday song.. so sweet of them!!

+ can u see a jumbo leg +

+ busy preparing+

+the lighted cake+

+the cake and mi+

+my sis and mi+


+my sis and mi+

+she is sleepy+

+she is impatient+

when i went to hospital the grp of my attachment friends sang mi a birthday song wif a cake and card.. i am so touch!! and i am veri happy wif the wishes from all of my friends.. thank gals >.<

ydt my ward was in a mess.. there was a china girl who was accompanied wif her sis got admitted.. i think this china girl hab undergo mental break down cox she kept doing funny action and bitting her sis.. she kept saying things ard her were veri dirty and refused to sit or lay in bed.. she even throw the cup of hot milo onto the floor and luckily none of us got burn by the hot milo.. but sad to say the milo made our skirt real dirty!! when all of us were abt to go home she kept walking ard and refused to go back to bed.. den one of the stuff nurse kindly ask her to go back but she screamed at her so loudly.. so scary!!


today didnt go to WILL house and spent e whole day at home wif my sis.. did quite a loads of housework.. wash the toilet in my room and pack e wardrobe!! my whole body is aching now


hang on gals 5 more days to our holiday

while i am having my break, the lecturer came in mi and ask whether i took the hospital shutter bus to the mrt station.. actually i dun really take tat and i only take when accompanied by friend or i will rather take bus.. at that point of time i am so panic and i tot she here to scold mi again.. but luckily she here to tell mi gab place to the visitor and take the bus when there are extra seats.. phew =.="

i am so unlucky today..


1. woke up late and hab to take a taxi for attachment which cost 16bucks
2. i was 10mins late for my today attachment
3. got a fight wif the lecturer
4. felt so lonely during my attachment
5. wanna take bus 123 to town but get into a wrong bus 153.. and bring mi to a place which i hab never been to.. taxi again
6. our relationship is deterioating



i so depressed and cried so badly!! really cant stand this kind of life anymore.. i really hate my lecturer.. she's a old freak wif a big mouth!!